I didn’t choose to spend the bulk of my adult life unattached. On the contrary, I had always wanted a boyfriend and worked hard to find one – going on internet dates, speed dates, blind dates set up by my mother’s friends. But despite these efforts, I was mostly on my own during my twenties and thirties , As the years went by, I started to wonder why I was having such a hard time finding a relationship. Maybe my independence was working against me. Perhaps my efforts to build a happy solo life were impeding my ability to find a partner. Then again, I needed to be happily single in order to find love. That’s what all the books said anyway. My friends told me I was too picky, but I was looking for a boyfriend, not a car. Choosiness seemed the only appropriate response. And, no, I didn’t have some ridiculous checklist.I didn’t care how much money he made. I didn’t have any requirements about height or religion. My only standard was the one articulated by my friend, ‘I want to find a guy who delights and surprises me the way my friends do, but I also want to kiss.’ This seemed like a very reasonable request, but as the years kept passing it became clear: maybe i may never find the guy for me , now things have changed dating has changed . my confidence vanished. And before I knew it I realised I've been single most my life. But I would like to meet some one who share my dreams and hopes , some one kind loving and self aware.
I am chilled out calm and loving I dont want to be single anymore.
I am longing for that companionship, that love , I so desire and deserve , the closeness and intimacy you desperately want and need that only a romantic relationship brings .
Being alone for a period of time to find one self is all well and good , but there comes a time when your own company even if its much appreciated becomes unbearable and very lonely and disssatisfiying, not just to your heart but to your soul .
It Strips you of your rights as a human being to feel loved wanted and appreciated in more ways than one.
Being alone for so long traps you in great despair .
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| Gender | Female | |
| Age | 48 | |
| Sexuality | Straight | |
| Location | UK, Wales: Glamorgan, Mountain Ash | |
| Build | Average | |
| Hair | Dark brown | |
| Drink | Never | |
| Religion | Christian | |
| Marital Status | Single | |
| 10:54 am Tuesday, 11th October, 2022
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